pattystory

update

2012-02-02T22:17:00.001-08:00

Its been awhile since i last blogged, alot has happened since halloween.I have moved in with manda for awhile till I can get back on my feet again and I probably will be moving into my own place by within the next few months,. Billy is doing good still into his music big time.My sister diane passed away last week that was very hard for me, I dont think it has hit me all the way yet I keep thinking I see her on every corner that I walk on, we use to walk together all the time and talk i will definatly miss that. Her passing has opened my eyes and showed me how important family is I have not seen alot of my family for a very long time I would love it if we could all get together again, cause you dont know how long you have on this earth before we are called home, I love all of you very much and miss you. I will write more when I can till then talk to you later.

halloween

2010-10-31T16:03:00.000-07:00

sorry I have not written in a while been kinda busy lol. thats no excuse anyway, halloween was great this year I got to go with my daughter and son to take my grandbaby on her first trick or treating I know that she did not really care but it was still alot of fun, we took lots of pictures of her she was a little lady bug and her mom was a mother lady bug they looked so cute.
Then I went to my best friends house who is more like family to me and we had a wonderful halloween party thanks pat it was great.
It is so cool being a grandma for the first time just seeing her happy expresion when things are funny to her. We also got caught in the hail storm and had to seek shelter in one of pats neighbors house for a little bit while manda had to go get her car so that sophia would not get soaked, it was a halloween I will never forget. HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!

Manda's Baby Shower.

2010-06-14T16:48:00.000-07:00

manda at her baby shower it turned out really nice thanks everyone who came here she is holding sophies teddy bear or should I say winnie the pooh and everyone knows manda loves winnie the pooh lol.

Mandas stepmom and sisters thanks you guys for coming it was great seeing you.
Heres alyse helping aryn sign sophias picture frame or should I say aryn helping her mom lol
This is the diaper cake that alyse and terry made for her they are so cool looking.

heathers party

2010-05-27T20:49:00.000-07:00

I went to my nieces birthday party tonight she is so freakin cute, if anyone knows she is my adopted niece my best friend for 20 years grandbaby. anyway she is so outspoken she was letting the waiter at Ihop know that it was her birthday and she ordered on her own. She is growing up so fast, she just graduated kindergarten last week. I cant believe it. anyway I just wanted to say how much fun it was. She is such a sweetheart, I love you heather.

Mothers day

2010-05-11T10:17:00.000-07:00

I had such a wonderful mothers day this year, I have to admit that I have a bunch of the best kids a mother could ask for. Mandy came over and we opened presents she even got one to celebrate her being a mom for the first time. She got me the movie new moon which I have been wanting since it has came out, yes I am a twilight fan of the books and movies. lol . Susie made me a beautiful picture and framed it which has all three of my children on it. thank you susie I will cherish it forever. and my wonderful son gave me a card and literally put himself into it he talked on it, which always makes me laugh thank you billy. after words we went to our favorite park and had a bbq with alyse and her beautiful little family thank you alyse for joining us it was wonderful. after words we went home and watched toy story together , it was a wonderful day, It brings back all the memories of when they were growing up. and now I get to share it with my grandbaby I cant wait to see you and tell you everything about your mother and her growing up with your aunt and uncle. love you sophia and cant wait to have you in our little family. And I just want to tell my mom how much I miss her and love her thanks for taking care of sophia love you all.

memories

2010-05-02T16:42:00.000-07:00

I dont know why but lately I have been thinking so much about my life as a child and all the past things that have happened to me in my life. It is so weird all of the things you remember when you set your mind to it. I just know that I had the best childhood and the best parents a child could ask for. Im remembering the time my dad bought me my first swing set and how happy I was when I got. It kept tipping so he cemented it into the ground for our safety. I also remember the time we went to the Unitas and saw a bear and Teresa kept yelling at me to get down the mountain cause I was only 3 ft away from the bear but of course me I did not listen I just kept asking why. And also the time when I was 5 my brother and sister both tried to tell me how healthy it was to eat bark from a tree they were so convincing that if it hadn't been for Diane I would have eaten it. I miss you guys good times. any way I don't know why I am thinking of all these times now but sometimes it makes me sad. Wishing I could go back in time and relive it all I guess in a way I am. lately I have been just way to sentimental.

day with my girls

2010-04-27T19:37:00.000-07:00

I had a wonderful day today with my beautiful girls, we went to the farm at thanksgiving point and went shopping I had alot of fun we dont get together as much so it was quite enjoyable. I forgot how much fun it can be just doing the simplist little things. thanks again girls I love you guys very much.

easter

2010-04-05T20:48:00.000-07:00

I had a wonderful easter went to my wonderful nieces house and had a bbq I really enjoyed it especially watching little aryn looking for her eggs, she is such a cutie I hope that I will get to spend lots more time with them. Me and amanda even got to watch princess and the frog with them that is such a cute show I want to get it for my new grandbaby. The whole day made me feel like I was so blessed to have such a wonderful family even though it is really small it is the best family a person could ever wish for. thanks again alyse and shawn you made my easter great. love you

frustrated

2010-04-02T09:47:00.000-07:00

I wish I would stop feeling guilty, especially when you know I do things for them but if there life is going bad it is your fault. I know I did the right thing, but if Idont do what this person wants I am the bad guy and never do anything for them, it is really frustrating. This person does not understand that I have other people that want to be with me or count on me. I know you are having problems but dont we all. I am getting tired of being treated like crap. I love this person but I think I am done.

looking up

2010-03-24T14:57:00.000-07:00

Things are finally looking up for me, yesterday my old boss called me and asked if I would like to come back to work, and as you all know I have been out of work for a while because of illness. SO when he asked of course I said yes and started back to work yesterday, and then today I get a phone call from shopko and they want me to come in for a interview tomorrow I am so excited cause now I have gone from no work ta two jobs hopefully, wish me luck.

great sunday

2010-03-21T20:59:00.000-07:00

I had such a good day today, my wonderful niece alyse who I have not seen forever it seems came over with her wonderful family and we had a great day just playing with aryn she is getting so freakin cute .Then we went to the park and had a picnic it was alot of fun. Alyse it was great spending time with you and everyone we really need to do more together, I love you guys, thanks to my wonderful kids and niece for a great day I love you guys.

my grandbaby

2010-03-17T09:09:00.000-07:00

I am so excited amanda and jose are giving me a grandbaby as you all know, monday we found out what she is having, me and amanda went shopping after words. We had so much fun shopping. If anyone is curious about what she is having you have to goto her blog and find out, that is the best way to find out. all i know is that my grandbaby is going to be spoiled with a lot of love lol.

sickness

2010-02-17T20:59:00.000-08:00

I am so tired of being sick two weeks ago i had the shingles that took me a week to get better. then I get back on my feet and back to work. and the next thing I know I end up with cellulitis which I am still fighting I had to go to the hospital all week for IV treatments on top of having a strong antibiotic on top of that. Now the medication I am taking makes my throat close up and it is hard to swallow which sucks cause i have to take a medicine to get it to clear up. I am hoping that it helps so that I dont have to have surgery. anyway thanks for listening I just wanted to vent cause I am so tired of feeling crappy I want to go back to work and my normal life again.

2010-02-01T14:44:00.000-08:00

I just wanted to say how proud I am of my son he picked up the guitar about 2years ago and now he is in a band at school, I think he does such an awesome job if you want to hear him he is on facebook my wonderful daughter put it up for him. I think he has such talent but i say that cause I am his mother and am very proud but you folks judge for yourself. thank you for listening to me brag.

frustrated

2010-01-21T18:57:00.000-08:00

I am so tired of when I fight with someone, and try to express my feelings, somehow other people get envolved and overexagerate things. especially when all I ever say is that we are fighting, I think people should mind there own business, it makes me feel like i cant say anything anymore and just hold everything inside. Is there not one person out there that I can trust. Everyone fights and things blow over, but when other people but into it it just makes things worse. I love my daughter very much but everyone fights especially when you just get over a bad illness and things get to you trying to get back to normal life. anyway I am just venting but I will tell who ever is listening I will never show my feelings around anyone ever again, I would rather hold it all inside then have this problem happen all over again. and if any of my family members read this please just understand. I love you all

the new year

2010-01-01T14:47:00.000-08:00

I think that this year is going to be so much better than last year, so many exciting things are going to happen number 1 my first grandbaby will be born in aug of this year, 2 the planning of my other daughters wedding.
Plus hopefully i am going to go back to school and finish up if everything works out for me wish me luck. I do look very optimistic about everything that is going to happen this year, I know it will be a good one.

2009-12-26T09:12:00.000-08:00

I am so excited my daughter amanda and her wonderful husband jose are finally going to be giving me a grandbaby, I am so happy for them they are going to make wonderful parents. I will keep you posted on how mommy and baby are doing, she finds out how far along she is on monday the 28. I think that the baby is going to be beautiful and I am so happy for the loving couple. congratulations manda and jose on the new arrival, I love you

wedding

2009-12-03T22:25:00.000-08:00

I can not believe that my daughter is old enough to even get married but she is on July 14 2011 to a wonderful man that treats her great, I am so happy for them both . But i feel that she is still to young to get married but i felt the same way with amanda to they are both still my little girts. My point is I am so happy for her and cant wait to help her with her wedding plans. I hope you will all join us on this happy day.

thanksgiving

2009-11-15T21:41:00.000-08:00

I am so looking forward to thanksgiving, getting together with my family and enjoying each others company . This year we are having it at my place so i am hoping that it will turn out nice, i love my family so much it will be so nice to see them and be together again.

This year will be fun especially since my nieces have gotten older and they are so fun to be around and listen to especially there funny stories. i hope everybody is as excited as i am.

family

2009-11-04T21:22:00.000-08:00

i want my family to know how much i love them and what they mean to me i know i dont see them that often with our busy lives but they mean the world to me, and really the truth is i really miss them, and want them to know that. i love you guys

paranormal

2009-10-29T09:56:00.000-07:00

i get to go see paranormal activity tonight it sounds like such a good show, perfect for the halloween season. i will keep you informed on how good it is or if its not.

illness

2009-10-23T12:51:00.000-07:00

this flu is really the pits it makes you feel so tired and lousy hopefully it will go away soon there are times i think i am doing better then i feel out of breath and cant move. hopefully no one else will get it if this is what everyone has had i am so sorry.

halloween

2009-10-20T14:23:00.000-07:00

this year has been great, if any of you know me i am one that does not and never will like haunted houses or anything that is scary. but this year my wonderful kids decided it would be fun to scare there mom so they took me to the haunted corn maze at thanksgiving point it was alot of fun. It did scare me but it was great having my kids protect me and hearing them laugh was wonderful, it is one year that i will never forget