update

Its been awhile since i last blogged, alot has happened since halloween.I have moved in with manda for awhile till I can get back on my feet again and I probably will be moving into my own place by within the next few months,. Billy is doing good still into his music big time.My sister diane passed away last week that was very hard for me, I dont think it has hit me all the way yet I keep thinking I see her on every corner that I walk on, we use to walk together all the time and talk i will definatly miss that. Her passing has opened my eyes and showed me how important family is I have not seen alot of my family for a very long time I would love it if we could all get together again, cause you dont know how long you have on this earth before we are called home, I love all of you very much and miss you. I will write more when I can till then talk to you later.

halloween

sorry I have not written in a while been kinda busy lol. thats no excuse anyway, halloween was great this year I got to go with my daughter and son to take my grandbaby on her first trick or treating I know that she did not really care but it was still alot of fun, we took lots of pictures of her she was a little lady bug and her mom was a mother lady bug they looked so cute.
Then I went to my best friends house who is more like family to me and we had a wonderful halloween party thanks pat it was great.
It is so cool being a grandma for the first time just seeing her happy expresion when things are funny to her. We also got caught in the hail storm and had to seek shelter in one of pats neighbors house for a little bit while manda had to go get her car so that sophia would not get soaked, it was a halloween I will never forget. HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!

Manda's Baby Shower.

manda at her baby shower it turned out really nice thanks everyone who came here she is holding sophies teddy bear or should I say winnie the pooh and everyone knows manda loves winnie the pooh lol.

Mandas stepmom and sisters thanks you guys for coming it was great seeing you.
Heres alyse helping aryn sign sophias picture frame or should I say aryn helping her mom lol
This is the diaper cake that alyse and terry made for her they are so cool looking.

heathers party

I went to my nieces birthday party tonight she is so freakin cute, if anyone knows she is my adopted niece my best friend for 20 years grandbaby. anyway she is so outspoken she was letting the waiter at Ihop know that it was her birthday and she ordered on her own. She is growing up so fast, she just graduated kindergarten last week. I cant believe it. anyway I just wanted to say how much fun it was. She is such a sweetheart, I love you heather.

Mothers day

I had such a wonderful mothers day this year, I have to admit that I have a bunch of the best kids a mother could ask for. Mandy came over and we opened presents she even got one to celebrate her being a mom for the first time. She got me the movie new moon which I have been wanting since it has came out, yes I am a twilight fan of the books and movies. lol . Susie made me a beautiful picture and framed it which has all three of my children on it. thank you susie I will cherish it forever. and my wonderful son gave me a card and literally put himself into it he talked on it, which always makes me laugh thank you billy. after words we went to our favorite park and had a bbq with alyse and her beautiful little family thank you alyse for joining us it was wonderful. after words we went home and watched toy story together , it was a wonderful day, It brings back all the memories of when they were growing up. and now I get to share it with my grandbaby I cant wait to see you and tell you everything about your mother and her growing up with your aunt and uncle. love you sophia and cant wait to have you in our little family. And I just want to tell my mom how much I miss her and love her thanks for taking care of sophia love you all.

memories

I dont know why but lately I have been thinking so much about my life as a child and all the past things that have happened to me in my life. It is so weird all of the things you remember when you set your mind to it. I just know that I had the best childhood and the best parents a child could ask for. Im remembering the time my dad bought me my first swing set and how happy I was when I got. It kept tipping so he cemented it into the ground for our safety. I also remember the time we went to the Unitas and saw a bear and Teresa kept yelling at me to get down the mountain cause I was only 3 ft away from the bear but of course me I did not listen I just kept asking why. And also the time when I was 5 my brother and sister both tried to tell me how healthy it was to eat bark from a tree they were so convincing that if it hadn't been for Diane I would have eaten it. I miss you guys good times. any way I don't know why I am thinking of all these times now but sometimes it makes me sad. Wishing I could go back in time and relive it all I guess in a way I am. lately I have been just way to sentimental.

day with my girls

I had a wonderful day today with my beautiful girls, we went to the farm at thanksgiving point and went shopping I had alot of fun we dont get together as much so it was quite enjoyable. I forgot how much fun it can be just doing the simplist little things. thanks again girls I love you guys very much.